Thursday, February 5, 2009

Dilemma

5pm - I just got back from school.
My body is sore from muscle aches specifically on the shoulders and my neck.
School hours seem longer than usual for the whole of this week.

Right now, all that concerns me is to ace my IAC, BNF and BC final year papers which falls on the third month of this year.
Once it's over, I'll get myself a job and start working my ass off.

Outings hardly appeal to me at this point in time.
Everyone's interests is somehow getting a little all too diversified through the course of time, and there isn't much I can do to change that, really.

Many a few are still the assholes they were and I ponder why I am even friends with them.
Kind of gets to you, the sort of indifferent attitude you get from your so-called 'close' friends now, doesn't it?

A : xx
B : Do i care?
A : xx
B : My business lah?

Oo. What cohesive friendship we have here.
Dandy.
But no, I didn't start writing this entry to flame my friends via blogger.
Just go on, try and push me to the culmination of my temper.
Okay, good? I digress.

There was another talk on communications whatchamacallit this morning.
Yet another long hour of bullshit from the course manager.
Having to sit through a lecture of some garbage 'life lessons' (or so it is called) really gets to me.
That's the LAST thing I'll ever want to hear from anyone.

Choosing Taxation or Business Law as my second year elective remains a dilemma.
Consequences shall be inconceivable should I make the wrong descision (as I have with BNF).
I probably won't have any difficulty in getting into either of them, so yeah it's actually even more of a knotty issue than when you are left with limited options.

I just hope I don't get to retake LPD next year.
But yeah if I do, I guess there is no one to fault and gl hf to myself.

Now, to end this entry.
Au Revoir and tc.